Accpet me for who I am...

Ever felt like the world is going against you... well... I've been asking myself lately, have I done something wrong to deserve to be treated this way... Family and friends...and now work... whattaf...!!!

Get off it you.... be the best that you can be... just try...it will happen I know!

2011

A new year is here again.... new life... new beginning... hopefully new career! ^=^

Let us all hope for the better this time... for the world... for our country... for our friends and family... especially for ourselves...

Lets make this world the best place to live in by starting with ourselves and our homes. Start with love, understanding and respect for each other. Love unconditionally... expect nothing in return. Show humility and respect to others.

Thoughts..

Lately I have been having issues…. There’s this urge of wanting things for myself... things like, I wanted the house to look perfect… wanting to buy new furniture that I saw in a magazine… I want to have a new phone… all these… then this morning I came across a gloomy, ill-fated looking woman… she’s pushing this cart with her four children with some of them doesn’t even have clothes on… she looked straight through me as if telling me how lucky I am… suddenly it just snap out of me.. All these material desire of mine and yet there are people who don’t even have a bit of what we can afford… And I think to myself… what can I do to make difference??? What are the things that are more worth doing than shopping??? Then there’s this thought…

“If you really want to make a difference kindness and thoughtfulness have an incredible butterfly effect. Smile often. If you want to do something on a bigger level just ponder what you stand for - what you believe in, and then seek out a way you can contribute in that area through your community. I know that the biggest difference we make in this world starts in our homes and our neighborhoods.”

You…. What have you done to make a difference in this world???

Emo Love

Your skin glows like the strawberry,
blossoms for as the roses in the purest hope of spring.
My heart follows your flute voice
and leaps like a bird at the whisper of your name.
The evening floats in on a great dove wing.
I am comforted by your dress
that I carry into the twilight of beams
and hold next to my hands.
I am filled with hope
that I may dry your tears of river.
As my fingers falls from my gown,
it reminds me of your touch.
In the quiet,
I listen for the last humming of the day.
My heated body leaps to my shirt.
I wait in the moonlight for your secret love
so that we may be as one, body to body,
in search of the magnificent purple
and mystical ray of love.

Falling In Love

My love blooms for you like a flower in spring
like a piece of art it's a beautiful thing.
I hold to it gently and feel its light glow
as into my heart it begins to flow.
It opens the petals
The dew it does drink
as into your eyes my soul starts to sink.
My stomach aflutter
with butterfly wings
Emotions and thoughts
And other things.
Our love is new and bright as a star
God must really love me
To bring me to you

Song of eternal Love...

If You're Not The One


If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I've build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Love... Life...

Someday, we'll all be looking back to those
days we learned to love,
get hurt,
cry
and fight.


Maybe when that day comes,
maybe when that time comes,
we'll be laughing at our old dumb selves,
realizing how stupid we were
stand up for things we knew
weren't really meant for us..


But i guess learning takes time,
and mistakes makes one's journey fun..


Life's what we make it..


Love makes the world go around.
so let's live, and take whatever pain it brings.